I never look for trouble but that doesn't mean that I am opposed to it. To be honest with all of you. I haven't always been the type of person to be blunt and freely speaking. It took alot in me to get to this point in my life where I could be able to efficiently tell people where to go and where to shove it.
How would life be if you let everyone get away with there mouth? How would you feel if everyone who you came across just felt the need to put you down? Would you be able to just look past it or would you want nip it at the bud and let yourself known? I ask these questions because I know alot of people ask those questions to themselves each day and more just to try to get through each and every day.
Life is too short to just let people DISRESPECT you! I know alot of people are reading this thinking "There goes that hoodratness engraved in Ran!", and that's okay if you are thinking that. (Hmm, I'm lying! No It's not! LOL) But within my life I want to make sure that no one feels like I am going to let things ride by and slide past me cuz......
When I was in 6th grade I found myself in a position where I was a outsider looking in. That school year was the most difficult for me, I mean I can't say that I got the worst because I know that alot of people have had it harder than I had back then but when it comes to me comparing things to myself....Well its like this, I NEVER EVER WANT TO FEEL THAT WAY AGAIN.
When I was in 6th grade I found myself in a position where I was a outsider looking in. That school year was the most difficult for me, I mean I can't say that I got the worst because I know that alot of people have had it harder than I had back then but when it comes to me comparing things to myself....Well its like this, I NEVER EVER WANT TO FEEL THAT WAY AGAIN.
I don't want to feel like a victim anymore. I don't want to just wait until someone's verbal assault against me is over. If you get loud I will get back loud at you. If you look like you have a problem...I WILL ADRESS IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. If something is going to come between me and another person, why not put it on the table and get it out of the way rather than just looking stupid in the end.
My attitude towards confrontation used to be so Timid and Meek but now I am not afraid of it anymore. I have learned that people only do and say what you allow them to do to you. I know that I am capable of stopping alot of BULLSHIT in its tracks only if I OPEN MY MOUTH. I just wish that everyone would be able to stand up for themselves, because doing it yourself gives you a empowering surge of energy. Hell, I am the right person to ask...lol




