BOY BOOM!

Well Well Well...Another day, Another day. I'm guessing that you witnessed what took place in my video and are thinking to yourself "Wow, Ran has done it again.He has succeeded in arguing up a storm with another random person in the street" lol well sometimes it goes down like that.

I never look for trouble but that doesn't mean that I am opposed to it. To be honest with all of you. I haven't always been the type of person to be blunt and freely speaking. It took alot in me to get to this point in my life where I could be able to efficiently tell people where to go and where to shove it.

How would life be if you let everyone get away with there mouth? How would you feel if everyone who you came across just felt the need to put you down? Would you be able to just look past it or would you want nip it at the bud and let yourself known? I ask these questions because I know alot of people ask those questions to themselves each day and more just to try to get through each and every day.

Life is too short to just let people DISRESPECT you! I know alot of people are reading this thinking "There goes that hoodratness engraved in Ran!", and that's okay if you are thinking that. (Hmm, I'm lying! No It's not! LOL) But within my life I want to make sure that no one feels like I am going to let things ride by and slide past me cuz......

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When I was in 6th grade I found myself in a position where I was a outsider looking in. That school year was the most difficult for me, I mean I can't say that I got the worst because I know that alot of people have had it harder than I had back then but when it comes to me comparing things to myself....Well its like this, I NEVER EVER WANT TO FEEL THAT WAY AGAIN.

I don't want to feel like a victim anymore. I don't want to just wait until someone's verbal assault against me is over. If you get loud I will get back loud at you. If you look like you have a problem...I WILL ADRESS IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. If something is going to come between me and another person, why not put it on the table and get it out of the way rather than just looking stupid in the end.

My attitude towards confrontation used to be so Timid and Meek but now I am not afraid of it anymore. I have learned that people only do and say what you allow them to do to you. I know that I am capable of stopping alot of BULLSHIT in its tracks only if I OPEN MY MOUTH. I just wish that everyone would be able to stand up for themselves, because doing it yourself gives you a empowering surge of energy. Hell, I am the right person to ask...lol

All With You

I never want for much

but I want it all with you

because you are the one for me

As I am built for you

stars glide at night

as our hearts collide

as One to make the perfect Drug

your love makes time stand still

So i can examine each moment I share with you

to the point I can say clearly

There is no one else that can do me like you do

But I Thank you

Thank you for showing me what I can achieve

by putting in efforts and Obtaining my hopes and dreams

Which in part are consisting of you standing firm next to me

Holding my hand makes emotions storm so strong

That If I would Imagine you leaving me

I know my world would go so wrong

The Thought of your kiss can make anyone weak

But to actually kiss you can drive any man insane to the breaking point

Because to kiss you makes you scared of never kissing your lips again

and if that should ever happen My heart would never mend

You build me up, but have the power to tear me down

But its okay as long as you promise to stay around....

Around me and surround me with your love

Because again its the perfect drug

I'm Asphyxiating like a Addict when it comes to our love

because my head becomes a rush when thinking of Us

Because I Want It All With You.

Season 2:Spirit In The Dark

Season 2 is in full effect. Now that I have soooooo much free time to dedicate to my personal channel. I am definitely going to take advantage of it. Around this same time last year I started uploading videos on youtube and its so crazy how I have been able get a following of support from people who can relate to my videos. I know I tend to GO OFF on some of my videos, OPEN UP on a few of my videos, and MOST DEFINITELY STATE MY OPINION with no hold back but on the other hand you still get entertainment out of all of that.

I've been feeling really in the thankful mood for the past Two Weeks, so I just wanted to show my appreciation for all of you in a video. I know that alot of love that you all show me isn't something that you have to do. You dont have to comment and show that you watch my videos but you do anyway. I see alot of people whore themselves out just to gain a few subscribers (which is kinda trashy) but for me to be myself and you love me like crazy (Hell I hope, lol). It brings a smile on my face!

Spirit In The Dark...

Today I stand Up.

Today I Fight for changes

while removing chains that hinder me speechless.

I will set sight on Serenity

And Make way for that peaceful state everyone is Longing for.

I look in the mirror and finally see what I inspire to be

to the point each moment holds significant fragments

That allow the legacy that I constantly live

And I know Is Inside of me.

This Symbolic journey that is engraved in the pavement I walk on Each day

Witnesses My determination of everything that I shall claim.

Only as my own because now I know That I am no longer A Spirit In The Dark.

Most OVER-RATED Artist Ever???

OMG, Looks like they hit the nail on the head with this one. One of my biggest annoyances in today's music. Lady Gaga has finally gotten an award she deserves (and should rightfully accept). This chick has gotten an award from a big time website [NME.com], now bestowed as the MOST OVER-RATED ARTIST EVER TO EXIST ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH! (Well they didn't go that deep, but that's how I feel) This chick has good songs, but the stuff she wears and the way she acts makes you dislike her.(Not to mention she hangs out with fatty mc fat fat Perez Hilton)

So...Long Time No Speak!

I have some homework that's due at 6pm and it's 10:30am. I am so in the procrastination mode. I haven't really been in the mood to do much. I really have to get into gears since the 2nd season of my youtube channel is right around the corner. I need to make sure that this season amounts to the same success of the first. Hopefully I can pull it off so I can expand on what I have concocted up in my brain.

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Even though I want to say I haven't been doing much....I guess It would only be true if you compare it to me writing. Since I have been in pen happy overload trying to get the writing process for this music venture I am about to embark on. The more I progress with this music thing, I think nothing will come into the light of day until Season 3(Which I think will come into light Around April). The Reason is...Well, I just want it to be semi-perfect. I just want it to be a final product of what is me. Right now everything is all over the place and I cant fathom just being crazy without any direction of the project. I like the craziness just need to be able to cultivate it into my advantage!

I think the best thing for me to do is just go with my greater judgement and just keep slowing down. The reason for the Hiatus from my own channel is due to the franticness it has brought my way with all of the things that have been brought to my attention rather it be opportunities, drama, or just acknowledgement. Either of which I am extremely thankful and hopefully I don't get that Second season itch lol.